||[Dec. 31st, 2007|04:17 am]
ok. it's 4:17 am on december 31st 2007. in less than 24 hours we'll be staring 2008 right in the fucking face.|
so, needless to say...this entry is gonna be a long one. if you don't want to read this, or if it takes up space on your friends page, just skip it, i don't really give a fuck. i come across bitter and maybe i am. i don't really think i am but who knows.
for the past two weeks i really havn't done shit but drink and watch movies. the following is a list of the movies i've watched in the past 2 weeks:
I Am Ledgend - 4 out of 5 stars
Thank You For Smoking - pretty good
Walk the Line
Walk Hard: The Dewey Cox Story
Alvin and the Chipmunks - weird
Futureama: Bender's Big Score
I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry
Ocean's 13 - fucking rad
The Number 23
The Darjeeling Limited
Superbad - 5 out of 5 stars
Wristcutters: A love story - BEAUTIFUL
30 Days of Night
Avoid the last two at all cost. i will say this has consumed alot of my time here at the end of the year. i've been really unproductive lately, as you can probably tell because the last time i REALLY did an entry was about 6 months ago. Sorry Tarik, i guess i didn't keep up on that dollar thing. either way.
As far as Music goes the only record i can think of that has really stood out to me this year (and correct me if i am wrong) but it from The Gaslight Anthem "Sink or Swim". I encourage everyone to check it out....and come to Social Life's show tomorrow at nate's place. we go on at 8. you don't have to stay the whole time, but it would be nice.
So, I got fired from Alltel back in november for telling the warehouse manager to "fucking eat me". i've been unemployed ever since. it's not that i havn't been looking for a job but it seems like by the time i got fired everywhere had already filled up for the holidays. I hate christmas in the first place, and this year, it's cause really wasn't any more-so justified for me. no = no gifts from me to my family and friend's. Sorry guys but i did the best i can.
Oh, Also as a result to that, i have moved out of the apartment on Warren st. i still have some shit there for now, but no one lives there anymore, except Leonard (the rat). we hadn't had power in like 2 months and it was just getting terrible. mostly my fault on the finical stress part so i don't blame everyone for getting the fuck out of there. about a week after i left someone broke in and completely trashed the living room breaking everything they could really, including walls and windows and tv stands and guitar hero controllers. the landlord doesn't know yet, but i'll be in another state by the time he evicts us for good this time. so i guess that brings me to where i live now. I'm TEMPORARLY staying with my parents in martinsville until i can get my shit together. i'm a mess and everyone knows it, but at least now, i'm trying to fix it.
about a month ago my mom tell's me she's on zoloft or some shit like that because of me. i don't she said it to hurt me, i think she want's me to see someone again too. i saw someone a few times earlier this year and the dude thinks i'm showing traits of bipolar or some bullshit. i don't beleive him 80% of the time. oh and my dad has some sort of respatory defencacy as of this month and is on predazone for the rest of his life so he can breath. the bad part is the doctor said he got it from his dad. in other words, it's in the genes.
Social Life is good though, we're still recording our demo..almost done. it's sounding pretty good and we've got high hopes for the future. i can't really say to much about it right now, but i'm excited. we also got some new songs so make sure you do come out tonight...if you can.
there is nothing to report in the romance portion of my life. i'm still not sure if it's a good thing. it's taken me almost an hour to type all of this. so yeah. all in all i'll say that 2007 was def. better than 2006. i mean, that year was just shit. but, theres still alot to improve on in 2008. 2007 had it's ups and downs there were times i wouldn't trade for the world and times that all the whiskey in the world couldn't wash away. but that's why we make resalutions. we think about the shitty stuff that's happened and we say "FUCK THAT! let's get better at dating girls, or driving cars, or jenga." and we look at the good times and say "holy shit let's do that again, and yes i still call squirell on the girl at the bar, and yes i want to play a show there again and holy crap i couldn't have better friends if they were robots!". So tonight we'll all make resalutions like maybe a couple of inches of my waist line. or this is the last year i kiss a really nice bottle of scotch at midnight. I'm not sure were i'll be when the clock strikes twelve tonight, but regaurdless of what's happened this past year or how screwed up i think my life is. or how i'm gonna change it, when that clock does hit mid night and the band plays that new years song i want a cold drink, my best friends and a pretty girl that might just pull me out of my slump. hey we can all dream right?